108 posts !!!
108 has been a significance number to me ... of course because of suikoden
2007 marks the 7th years of me loving suikoden and i'm still counting ^^
whats so special about suikoden ... suikoden is not merely an rpg game for me ... it's a story,subject which has been part of my life
i grow with it in mind
the plot, characters, settings, etc interest me in many ways which are just beyond imagination
it started with suikoden 2
a little thing like recuiting Mukumuku in the beginning can give me goosebumps
the development of story ... how friends can become enemies and how people can sacrifice themselves for something which are more precious than them
then i played suikoden 1
you can never imagine how delighted i was when i found the game ... the appearance of characters like Viktor, Flik, Leon Silverberg, Apple, Humphrey Mintz, Futch, Kasumi, Valeria, etc who also appear in suikoden 2
the connection within characters like Mina and Karen, Odessa and Flik ... they are just amazing
suikoden 3 was released a few years after dat and it was the first time i bought the limited edition
Lucia appeared in the game ... she was a villain in suikoden 2 but she's on our side in suikoden 3 ... while for Luc, it is the opposite
it is just fantastic to be able to play someone who is unplayable in the previous games ... the feeling is just GREAT
suikoden 4, suikoden 5
now im waiting for suikoden 6
what else can i say about suikoden ?
thanks to it ive learnt many things in life
thanks to suikoden who has shown me another aspects of life
suikoden has really given me such an impact which is irreverseable
one of the greatest thing that i am EXTREMELY GLAD in my life is .... suikoden ^^
well, talkin about things that make me glad of my life is ... well, one of them would be the fact that im gay
ahhaa
yeah
i might have been talking bout seeing this cute guy, and so on but never been really stating clearly that i am
well, yeah ...
haha
sorry if i may appear to be lying ... or i lied
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hahaha
bein gay is different ... which i thought it was good
but then i didnt think so
it is bad to be different
when we think that because of our differences, we r more cool than others, we r actually wrong
i learnt this from AsianBoys vol.3, many gays have let go of our real self ( which is then has become our former self ) to be 'gay'
well, stupidly enough i actually used to believe that
to go club every week, to do what gays do, to .. everything that sounds gayish
and yeah to get to know as many guys as i could
it didnt get me anywhere
recently, i have been watching the anime Bleach and the character Yachiru, the vice-capt of the 11th division of shinigami reminds me of being oneself
despite being very close to Kenpachi, the captain, she still be herself ...the childish, cheerful, energetic, innoncent as she originally is ...
that makes me asks myself too, do i really need to transofrm myself to be 'gay' just because i am one ?
nah
dats useless
haha
yeah
i have confessed
but of course the purpose is not to make the whole entire world to know
i just dont want to hide anymore
its freaky when my frens keep pestering me bout girls, etc
i wanna be me , i wanna be like Yachiru
haha
well, my art coursework is going on well
for photos see ; www.x a n g a.com/kelvingarinkz (without spaces)
im contented ... haha ... as three people of origami group singapore has replied that my artwork looks good ^^
hehehe
well, no matter what the results will be next year, im fully satisfied with what it is ...
gonna continue folding
yeap ^^
and oh yeah
i have been addicted to BLEACH !!!! hahaha
and been getting their action figures like ... MAD
seriously
i have 46 of them now :
7 ichio
2 onihime
2 ishida
1 chad
2 yoruichi
2 soifon ( can bandai change her pose plssss ? )
3 rukia
5 renji
2 byakuya
1 hanamatoro
2 kon
2 lilin
4 hitsugaya
2 matsumoto
1 uruhara
1 ukitake
1 kyoraku
1 kenpachi
1 yachiru
1 hisagi
1 tousen
1 grimjow
1 anzei
1 the shiba clan fireworks maker which i cant rememer her name .. HAHA
well i just love the anime ... HAHAHA
next
i just had a theatre marathon with grace today
3 pm- kumar
8 pm- JBJ
kumar wasnt as good as i expected
JBJ was so difficult to swallow
hahaha
so yeah
:(
i saw zaryl on the bus
he's damn freaking hot lahhhh :P:P:P
hahaha
:):):)
darn ... kelvin what r u thinking !!!! HAAHA
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well, this is surely a long post yea ^^
108th :D:D:D:D:D
tired of attempting to consume all the informations at once
JBJ was just ... *haiz*
haha
but the etire play was awesome ... it's just ...
ARGHHH
wanna sleep :( haha
have tution tomorow then time to spend the weekly eye-shopping or most of the time REAL shoping at CSC !! its chinatown square but i sunno why people call it CSC
every sunday there will be flea markets for action figures ^^
oh yeah im hunting for :
bleach 13 daizen part 1 : everyone except renji and ichigo ... i dun mind getting the entire set though
bleach character part 1
bleach character part 2 --> im getting this soon
bleach character part 3 --> getting both aizen soon so need : 2 ichigo, hitsugaya and ... ??? cant remember the other person
bleach character part 4 --> i heard the bankai hitsugaya is damn good GETTING THIS TOMORROW !!!
bleach chess set --> there's an extremely rare figure for this
bleach candy toys --> ex :'(
bleach fortune --> ??? dillema of getting this or not
bleach keychain part 1 --> THIS IS THE MOST DIFFICULT TO GET !!!
bleach keychain part 2 --> action city is helping me to get this set
waiting for :
bleach character part 5 --> out in december YEY
chad 1/6 figure --> chad i just so hot ... hahahah :P:P:P
ahhaha
cheerz !!!
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