there are 3 things that make me cry at this very moment
all three are results of different situation
an excitement
a reminiscence
a distance
EXCITEMENT
in a week time, i will have JEANE figure !!!! konami made JEANE suikoden5 to be part of its Konami Girls gachapon
this is going to be my 2nd batch of suikoden figures, the first one being tir mc dohl, riou, nash laktje, hugo, chris lightfellow, geddoe and lazlo. i was so shocked when i saw the picture printed on latendo's catalog
it is gachapon so the size is going to be around 10 cm
small and for sure the quality is not super good
but this is a very very very rare that konami actually produces suikoden figures !!!!!
HAHAHAHAHHAHA
im so excited
REMINISCENCE
at least i got my nami and nojiko chibi POP series
i went back and i display them together with bellemere


its one of the most touching story in one piece. bellemere is not nami and nojiko's blood mother ... she found them, almost dead. and she being a navy, a fighter, had left her motherly instinct long time back. they were poor, as they relied on bellemere's tangerine field. sometimes they even eat tangerines for dinner.
one day, the village was attacked by arlong pirate, the fishmen. everyone who wanted to live in the village must pay 1000beri for an adult and 5000beri for a child. bellemere only had 10000 berri at that time.
nami and nojiko were hiding when arlong found bellemere's house but since nami and nojiko are not bellemere's blood daughters, there wasnt any records pertaining them. they survived but they had to leave the village before arlong found out and killed them both, maybe with bellemere too. but it was very risky to send two young girls out to the sea by themselves.
at that very moment, after bellemere passed the 10000 berri to arlong, she said 'thats for my two kids'
nami and nojiko ran towards her, gave her a last family hug, before arlong shot her dead, in front of the two kids
to have the three figures in my room, its like freezing the happy times they had when they were around. it makes me really happy to see the three of them ... smiling .... i know it is just a story, it is just a comic or anime. but it feels really real. the drama, the tears, the action ....
:'(
DISTANCE
i dont know how far is it but again, you were here then you are not
sometimes physical is much desirable than virtual representation ...
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haiz
oke ... gotta go back do my work
cheers
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