humph
im rather disappointed with how forth treats me actually
mereka tuh kayak nggak nanggepin pameran ini serius ... ><" mungkin mereka pikir gw masih kecil
pertama, tanggal pameran dipercepet
kedua, press release gak dikirim
ketiga, satu2xnya public publication yang ada itu cuma di craftholic ( ini pun GW yang minta )
keempat, invitation card gw yang print
kelima, minta di cat-in yang baru
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sama d, penjara uga kerjanya kayak gitu
pertama, banyak yg komplen
kedua, pada rude
ketiga, minta diganti
keempat, bayaran gw dikurangin
haiz
trus zech minta gw kerja lagi ama penjara, sorry aja d ya
laen kali juga gw gak mao lagi d show di forth
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nurturing art, are they really doing that ?
more like the monetary factor comes first
:(
but ...
omg
im so surprised that the bear project, which i sent the invite for the exhibition, actually posted the exhibition details on their blog ....
this is really a surprise ...
:):):)
quite happy about this, and surely it really made my day
and now my parents r coming down on 29th
another countdown ( did i say countdown, as much as i can remember, last year i didnt go out with my frens to accompany them at home ( while my sis was roaming around i dunno where all night ) just to be scolded by my dad )
and this year, haiz
WHY
and they will surely come down to the exhibition and bla bla bla
dad will probably leave in 5 minutes again
this exhibition is really nothing about fame within friends, but i want to create an example ground of my works, concepts im exploring, techniques i use, to be recognized at least
after all, being an artist is about fame ( maybe well-known is a better word ) but not within their circles or physically famous but more about the degree of the works' quality
i want this exhibition to be a judging panel for my works to be a representative of me
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and thats why ... after so many times i told him
surat yang dikirim ke editor selalu aja isinya tuh buat keluarga banget
anda dan anak anda akan membuat kreasi sendiri
so many times i told him already that pameran ini tuh NGGAK ngajarin siapa2x buat bikin artwork sendiri
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haiz
dan gw mesti telepon besok karena dia bakalan pergi keluar negeri
napa juga gak dibikin dari lalu2x ><"
should not make friends with colleagues
haiz .....
now i understand why many people dislike artists ... being one, you cant really be yourself, you gotta be nasty most of the times
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kelvin used his rune at // 11:27 PM